Uncertainty: Will I Ever Be Okay Again

Will I ever be okay again?
Will I ever recover?
Will I ever work again?
Will I ever be a student?
Will I ever have kids?
If I can have kids, will I be able to take care of them?
Will I ever be able to take care of myself?
Will I ever be able to shower without a chair?
Will there be a day that I won’t wake up in pain?
Will I ever be normal again?
Will I be sick forever?
Will I ever sleep through the night?
Will there be a day when I’m not chained to the bathroom?
Will I ever be able to get through a normal day without mind numbing fatigue?
Will my dreams ever come true?
Will life for me be a series of settling?
Will there be a month, no, a week where I won’t have to see a doctor?
Will I ever get to go on my dream vacations?
Will my hospital nightmares go away?
Will my medication be what kills me in the end?

Will I ever be okay again?

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